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Love Is All That I Need
I want someone to love me, for who i am.


Sunday, April 18, 2010 ♥

Helloh. Boring day today, as usual. Woke up, bathed, ate breakfast and did my homework for a while. And i also watched "Santau". It's awesome and i love it. Scary but nice. And now, here i am. See, how fuckingzx boring my life is. And see the quote up there, haha, cute right? I found it at photobucket. Ooh, and there's science practical tomorrow. Err, i don't really give a damn, but i would just like to say GOOD LUCK to everyone that's taking the practical tommorrow.
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I hate seeing myself being like this. Like somesort of mute person. I wanto change. I hate this year. No one's been here to help me. Fuck my life. I miss last year. I regret not treasuring the times i had with em'. I regret everything. I want to go back to Canberra Primary. I miss all of em' too much. I like Canberra Sec too, but, there's just something that makes me miss my Primary school so much. I miss Fitria, Syakirah, and the rest of them. I missed how me and Gervaise was so close last time. I missed how the guys in my class were always joking around. I miss Mdm Lee. I miss her teaching me. I miss Juda, Jason, Brennen and all of them. I miss when Mdm Lee would shout and shout at the class and i would be laughing. I miss how the clowns in my class would make Mdm Lee angry. I miss everyone of Excellence 5.
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I hate the 'new' me. I hate the fact that i'm quiet with my friends now. I hate it when i don't fight back. I hate some of the teachers here. I hate everything about me now. I hate being the vice-chairperson. I hate being insecure all the time. I hate it that i've became a 'mute' person and don't stand up for myself and my friends. I hate the new me. I've not completely changed but i still hate the fact that part of me is changing...
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My life is just so fucked up. I don't even know what the fuck i'm typing about right now! Eh, if you think i'm acting or whatever eyh, let me tell you this. "Shut the fuck up cos, this is my blog, i say what i wanto say. You want, you read. If not, then just fuck off! And this is my life. You have no rights to judge about me. I know, i'm not perfect, SO ARE YOU.

♥baby you're all that I want
@ 1:08 AM

Name Syaheeda ♥
Location Singapore
Bio Hi everyone, pleasure to meet you. Hover over the "Love Is All That I Need" to navigate. To exit, click the X on the top-right corner of your screen. Yes, that one in red.
About me?

Well,
I'm Selfish,

Impatient and a little,

Insecure.

I make mistakes,

I am out of control,

And at times hard to handle,

But if you can't handle me,

At my worst,

Then you sure as hell,

Don't deserve me as my best.

☺Listen With Your Heart